Another Wattpad post

I think you’d like this story: “Rebel Love” by Sucker4love29 on Wattpad https://www.wattpad.com/story/26424763?utm_medium=sms&utm_content=share_reading&utm_source=android

This book is exciting, yet it is a little stupid. Some parts don’t make sense, but it is a good book I loves it. Thanks love Y’all.

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How do I cope with high depression?

So for as long as seventh grade (I’m in ninth), I’ve been depressed. I’ve done everything, cut, starve, do drugs, read, write, things that not everyone, but a lot have gone through. But the thing that helped me the most was that I could do 2 things that a lot of people can’t do… Sing, and be extremely flexible. I did want to do gymnastics when I was young, but I was always told that I couldn’t do it. I always wanted to be a rock star, but then again who doesn’t? Anyways, everyone that I was close to told me I couldn’t do it, I was to shy, or I was to dependent on people. How old was I? When I wanted to be a gymnast, I was 8. When I wanted to be a rock star, I was 12. I went into foster care, a little before I turned 13, but still, everyone that I had met, told me, I could never do that, I had really bad stage fright. But did that stop me? No, I am still practicing my singing, so that I can get better. No, my mom stays by my side and tells me everyday that I can do anything. Did I care if my own father abused me to try and stop my outrageous dreams from coming true? No, I am still looking for my opportunity, I still to this day, at 15 years old want to be a rock star. Why? Because music helps me go through my hard time why can’t it help others. I believe that music is the only thing that saves my life anymore. Everyday, I think about how much I hate myself, and how much I wish to die, and how I could successfully commit suicide. But the thing that keeps me moving and going everyday, is music. No, that doesn’t help everyone, but it helps me. I sing nonstop, my parents (I live with my mom and step dad) want to make me shut up. Heck I guarantee I am singing right at this moment. The most specific band that helped me cope and stay alive was… Black Veil Brides, Asking Alexandria, Falling in Reverse, Panic! At The Disco, and Pierce The Veil. They are my true idols, yes they are like everyone else and make mistakes, but they do everything they can to fix they sing about how that had made a mistake and how they are going to fix it. The difference between them and pop, is that they don’t whine about the problems, they talk about them. I do what I can to fix my mistakes, and I guarantee that you do what you can to fix your mistakes. I am not saying that I’m stopped being depressed, what I’m saying is that I am less depressed than i used to be. Some people out there have toi take antidepressants, I know how they feel, trust me, I never wanted to be on medication, much less drugs, yet that is what most people turn to, that’s what I turned to. Do I regret a lot of things that I had done to be happy? Absolutely, if I could go back, I would have changed everything. I would have told myself to pursue my dreams and become a killer rock star, but unfortunately, I can’t so I have to live, thinking everyday that I messed up my life, and I’m the only one who can fix it. I am perfect the way I am. As are you. Don’t think for a second that you’re not because, everyone has their flaws, and everyone has their perfections. Just because you think that you aren’t beautiful, just means that some one out there (even though you probably don’t know who) thinks you are. Whether you’re a girl a boy, a transgender, a gay, a lesbian, or a bisexual person doesn’t mean anything, you are worth some thing. Even though those bullies in your school think that doesn’t mean that they are right. So think to yourself that you are worth it, and that you want to prove some one wrong, and show that you can doi what you want in life. You can control your life, you just have to chose how. 

So when the next time those stupid bullies do their thing, not only are the picking a fight with you, but with me, yoiur actual friends, your parents, and the people that care about ypou the most. So as usual I close with the official… If you have questions you can contact me by the comments. Please like, comment, vote or what ever you lovelies do. Love y’all. 

Hey my mom has a blog

My mom just set up a blog, please go check it out. It is http://www.sagecreekmeadow.com. I love her blog and I sometimes help her out on it (I helped with the logo). Some of her blog posts, I made, or helped out with. Her name is Michelle Herring. She would love follows on twitter(sage creek meadow), instagram(sage creek meadow), Facebook(sage creek meadow), and Pinterest (sage creek meadow). Thanks… So Much. (★^O^★)

Wattpad

I think honestly, you’d like this story: “Hades Legacy (Hades Series #3)” by _caitlinemma on Wattpad https://www.wattpad.com/story/83710968?utm_medium=sms&utm_content=share_reading&utm_source=android

So I found this story and thought that maybe some other people would like it just like I did, so above is the link to the book. Thanks so much for reading my posts. 😊. Please vote, comment or whatever.

Why are people so rude about mental issues?

I know a few people with mental issues. This I know is a touchy subject. My heart melts every time they tell me they love me, or that I am pretty. I love the complements that they give out, though they normally don’t receive any back. They have big hearts and, all they know is love, they don’t have any hate. So I don’t understand why people are so rude to them. I often find my self asking this question a few times a day. Why do people be rude to those who can’t help the way that they were made? I would fight for those who can’t, and normally they would be bad. Me, being a girl, I was to be a good girl but that is not who I am when it comes down to people that did no harm to anyone. I still fight for them. I fight boys and girls, I doesn’t matter, because they have rights, too. I thought that people can’t be that cold hearted. Right? No. They have to show hate to those who know not of, but only love. People don’t do it as much any more as they did a while ago. With this I conclude with my usual. Contact me if you need to at ElainieBabe02@gmail.com, if you have a problem with people tell them to contact me, just leave your first and last name and I will get back to you. Please vote, comment, reread, whatever you do. Have fun. Love y’all!

Who is Black Veil Brides?

Some people don’t know who this group is besides Sixx Andy, Andy Black, Andy Biersack, Andy Sixx (all of these names are one person). That’s when I look at them like they are crazy and say “respect the rest of the band.” I mean if you know Harry Styles from One Direction and you know all of the rest of them, then if you know Sixx Andy you know the rest of the band, right? No, it’s like this you know him because you hear it around, and you are to lazy to look it up. I thought it was simple when you have a cell phone in your hand at all times but you think that it may not be something that your into. Well maybe not, but I got my sister hooked on the bands I listen to and now that is all we play. At first my sister would REFUSE to listen to the band but when I started to play it she got hooked. First it started out with Falling in Reverse, and it kept going until I hit my favorite Black Veil Brides song, Knives and Pens, Goodbye Agony, and Devil’s Chior, that is when she started to chill about it. She was calling it satanic, but when they are getting on little kid animal bounces at the play ground, how is that satanic? They don’t worship the devil, sorry you may think so but it is soo not true. And I hate when chicks think that are better than any one else because they listen to the newest music, hey chicks we do that, too. To you we may be ’emo’ but to us that is how we hide, speak out, or just flat out do what we want. We, as in the Black Veil Brides army, can I get an amen on that? Any way this is what you tell them to do when they ask you, you tell that I said they need to stop being lazy and look it up, and if they have a problem with it then you tell them that they can send me an email at ElainieBabe@gmail.com, and I will talk some sense into them just make sure that if you send me an email be sure that you leave your first and last name so that when they say something I can tell them to leave you alone, so please comment, follow, like, whatever. Love y’all. 😘 Trust me I can be persuasive.(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ